No Words To Say? I'll Give You Mine
we'll pocket all the hurt, so just stay;



HAH, so maaany things have happened since i last blogged >:(

- clauds and i got back tgt cause she begged me so hard to be her bf again :O
- poore says its my fault my friends are 'rude' :O
- gets and i fought.
- HAPPY BIRTHDAY SUWENN! :D
- gets and i MADE UP :D
- poore scolded me ):
- natchen finds tay 'rather attractive' :O
- jm and her lover are still going strong >:(
- i got a prettaye new shirt from m&s! :D
- people complained that im a shittypoo comm :O
- ME AND JOL RUSHED TO KINO TODAY CAUSE ITS ECLIPSE DAY!
- but eclipse stock didnt arrive yet >:O
- my legs are breaking. ):

oh if you dont even know at least two of the above, you're a shitty friend.
and im serious.
gets and i created new lyrics about you.
something like that. cant really remember.

" you can count the number of
friends you have with half a finger
and all you know 'bout them
you can stuff in a gnats ear.

beggars can't be chosers
but at least we pick our friends
i think i'm gonna hate you &
not just for a while either.

it's not like i wanted this to happen; "

HAH. something like that. we discussed it over longbread while jolene chewed her kangkong demurely. but seriously, sometimes i wonder can i even call you a friend? you know the moment me and gets made up after the Poooore Incident, we rushed to macs after jol and lou left to grab a meal and talk about you. shall just be serious and honest. we took around 2 minutes to list even a single good point about you. and in the end all we came up with was 'smart.' and that was after two fucking minutes. and after that we gave up and the bad points just kinda flowed.

i really cant stand the way you want everything to be perfect when someone else does the work.
and i really really hate the way you use me as your fucking doormat.
the way you step all over me and use me and be nice to me only if there's something in it for you in return. and when you dont need me? you ignore me and totally treat me like dirt until the next time you need a freaking favor.
you're selfish, egoistical, and you have no fucking care for other peoples emotions.
cause you're always the first priority isnt it.
you make sure you get where you want to go and you'll be willing to step on as many people as required to get there.

today would have been one of the best days i'd had in a long time if you hadnt ruined it for me. thanks loads.

on a happier note, worldtradegames was freak awesome! :D jol made my day when she reminded me what DATE it was :D ECLIPSE DATE OF COURSE (: haha then we went for worldtradegames and me nat jm bella got sorted into thailand! :D (HAHA YA RIGHT. we swapped countries like ten times before -.- ) so it was really darn fun, and with me nat and jms excellent theiving negotiable skills, we brought thailand from the slumps to the freaking richest country :D and we won the entire game zomgness! :D yes we won europe, usa and saudiarabia (sniggers at clauds) and all the other countires! :D

recess was bad.

back at the games, jm lent me a listening ear :D and nat was nice (: HAHA. so yay i was fine after that (: then after school me and swen played this amazing game i invented (: like list all the words related to a category and the one who cant, loses! (: haha quite funny cause we were like chest! breast! boob! boob is same as breast >: ( hair! hair folicle! vena cava! :D etc. lou joined in after a while HAHA and swen lost >: D

then jol and i went towning to look for the perfect red shirt for me and to buy eclipse! :D HEE we nearly started a tornado the way we were holding hands running arounf the entire kino before we realised the stock hadnt arrived :O drowned our sorrows in hokkaido and went paragon as a last resort since didnt see anything nice :/ finally got a nice shirt! (:

heh tuitions getting awesomer (: love my tuition buddies! :D

btw, if you wanna ask me if im refering about you in my post, dont. cause if you DO think i'm referring about you, it means that you think that you yourself sound like the person im talking about. which also means that you think youre doing some of the mean stuff above, doesnt it?

cause you wont feel anything if you havent done anything.

HAPPY FIFTEENTH , SUWENN! <3


& as the roses lift their heads to catch;
a glimpse of my demise.

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